Hey sis,

it has taken me a little more than a minute to finally get to write something. I never seemed able to find the words. 

i have missed you immensely, you have no idea. Now, all i have are little reminders of you everywhere around me.
from places we went together, books you gave me and othet gift that have your signature all over them.

I am thankful that on out last physical meeting i was able to tell you how proud i was of you and also how gratful i was for all the support you gave me over the years as we committed to growth. 

i know you are something to everyone but to me, you were so many things. We were friends, sisters, colleagues, then coaches and therapiest. And you showed up for me as the occasion demanded. 

i miss outt movie night, lunch dates, morning walks, sleep overs and eveything inbetween.

You had a heart so large that all of us fit in nicely and still felt very special.  I am hanging on. Somedays are hard others, beautiful. 

i havent been able to step into your office yet for so many reasons. I am afraid you left a shoe we are unsure how to fill. 

i love you so much and i keep sharing your work and life with as many as would listen. You left a mark on my heart and in my life. And i will continue to carry you in my heart ❤️❤️